getting stuff done.
IToday is a going through the motions day. Went to the library, got gas, groceries, money etc, Sent an email to the fellow who is supposed to take care of yard maintenance because he hasn't come in nearly 2 weeks. Everytime some one says have a nice day i want to scream, Now I am at home and trying to get back to that calm place that i have been in the last 2 weeks. I have a feeling it is not going to happen today. I am feeling lonely and mad at the world. It is 1 pm and I am looking forward to my bed. maybe i need a nap! Patti
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Reward yourself with a nap! You earned it.
Come to think of it, the past several months I have needed more naps. And my little white dog Winnie acts like nap time is the best thing that ever happened :) Sometimes I just lie down and listen to music, until I feel refreshed, or the arthritis pain in my upper back becomes less severe. I have a 2nd appt with my new PCP doctor Wednesday, definitely going to talk about the pain again.
It\'s also harder for me to do the things I intend to do sometimes. I get mad at myself, then I tell myself, tomorrow is another day. Today I\'m doing the things I planned to do Sunday: apply for work (online) and get back to the technical book I am writing for advanced web developers (like me). The book in particular takes a lot of concentration, and sometimes I\'m not up to it. It\'s half-written, so I\'m over the hump, the end is in sight :)
I sure hope the doctors can help with your pain management. napping is good!