peace

I am having a hard time lately. I suppose it could be attributed as part of the transitions

in my life - but also I wanted to tell that at times my sense of judgement

has been really off. Mistakes at work, mistakes at home. It feels like I am a train

without a conductor at these moments. So some moments will be good and will

seem as though I am improving - and other moments will drag me back to the reality

that I have the disability - a weak mind and dysfunction.

It's hard to not think in terms of a definitive 'getting better' idea - but perhaps I can

better think about life as a series of moments - both good and not so good.

I am grateful for what I have in life - the stability and friends and family - and I will be even more grateful should

anything more comes my way. I was watching a video clip of a young lady with terminal cancer

who was just so grateful for it all - truly inspiring. She made me, now thinking about her,

want to reach for the gratitude and be thankful.

I hope you're having a good weekend.

peace,

Mark