getting of the site soon

i have decided that I will be moving on ....from this site ...not because of any of the people here .i have made maney wounderfuf friends I care a great deal about ...and will never forget ........and and for ever indeted to you all for all the years of suport you have given me ......but I need this for my self ....I find it to draining on me to come in here I feel all your pain ......you know that I have talked openly about some of the gifts I have ...one of them is that I am an impath .....meaning I pick up on how people are feeling ......and it doesn't mater if it is in person on on the computer it works the same .......what has been going on is I am picking up to much of the depreshion ..of maney people on here ....those I know and those I don't know ....just being on the site its self ....I have tried to just stick to my groups ...but itis still ot enough ...to ..keep back all that is comming through ...some of you will not understand this ....but I just wanted you all to know it isent anything any of you have done ..it is just who I am ........and for me to continue....to get better it is time for me to leave .......I don't want you to worry about my I am going to be just fine ....I won't go right away ....I wil give it a little time so I can talk to each of you ..my friends .....i have had a long time to think about this .....to see how I am feeling when I am on line ....I know I am making the right dishion for me .....still it is a hard dishion ...I will miss your friendship ......

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billwfriend
billwfriend

we will miss u and Oh will things not be same without your wit and wisdom....hugs and keep us in prayers....I am going big and keep on going with this place...I like it here...hugs
muskrattiger
muskrattiger

thank you ...Billwfriend I will miss you all to ...I will be keeping you Allen my prayers ....you go get them go big .....big hugs to you ..to ....
cedarbrooke
cedarbrooke

I'm going to miss you so much, pls message me if you want, we are so close in proximity & I would love to come visit you one day. Hugs! Brooke
cedarbrooke
cedarbrooke

PS. I have felt this way too, but can't do it yet. Take care, I hope you message me. Hugs! Brooke
Community LeaderThePepperMan
ThePepperMan

I understand your reasons, but will miss you. If you change your mind, please do come back and let us know!
gregsbaby
gregsbaby

Aww I'll miss you :( Thank you for always sending me lots of hugs regularly!! I really appreciated them! I totally understand how you feel as I've been thinking about doing the same too. Sending lots of hugs and love to you and good luck with the next chapter of your life <3
mlr0853
mlr0853

Hi....you don't know me, I've been in bp room for about a year. I understand what is happening, not how you feel....I've been in the same place of overwhelmed emotions. When I'm well is when I am most at risk of becoming 'too enmeshed' in the daily pain of others wanting to help. When I'm not well it's a place where I can relate to others who 'understand bp' unlike those who don't 'walk in the shoes' so to speak. I have come and gone at times, usually a journal note ...need some space...so my friends understand....I think we All get saturated at times....so with that, instead of leaving, I just curl up with me, write in my journal private until """I'm ready to come back""" I hope this helps....take care and all the best to you.
irocket
irocket

Musk I understand, but sure will miss you. Wish there was someway for us to keep in touch. I have to say I hope you work towards using your gift to pick up joy, love and embrace all the good feelings too. I also have those moments where I can feel others feelings and it can be overwhelming, but I try to pick up on the good too :). Love you GF
summerbabe88
summerbabe88

I will miss you and I completely understand! I have moments where I feel overwhelmed with the emotions. I'll miss your posts and updates.. I've grown to know you as a sweet person. Good luck and God bless you
reddog201
reddog201

this is quite a surprise! you have been a great friend. i will miss you very much.i hope we can keep in touch..
Chris198I
Chris198I

hi friend, thinking of you, and your family :) wishing you the very best :) we will miss you, but will always be here, if you decide to return :)Big caring friendship hugs :) Sending lots of love :) Take good care :) You always have a special place in our hearts :)
lb7268
lb7268

You will be missed. Hugs.
iwontbackdown1
iwontbackdown1

Only the best is my wish for you, my Friend. I will never stop being your Friend. You are forever in my heart.
I thank-you for sharing your spirit and for all of the depth of love & caring that fills the air from your soul. :( and XOs Xs a Million (((hugs)))
Lesa
Lesa

I'll miss you for sure and hope that you'll come back one day. It can be draining at times to feel everyone's pain. You do have to look after yourself though. Big hugs...
carlyj1202
carlyj1202

I often still wonder why I hang around. But once in a while you find a good friend as in you. Please feel free to message at anytime. Before you leave here on DS I would love to send you my e-mail address.

Hugs.