Getting closer to two things

Well, just got home from patrol and am in a pretty good mood instead of the usual late night funk.  In a week, I'll get to meet S face to face for the first time and it should be fun. Dancing? God, I haven't done that in years but I'm actually looking forward to it. She has a great personality and that's going to make hanging out a lot easier.
im actually not dreading filing the papers Monday now. I realize it's something that I need to do to start getting some closure on the situation.  The quicker the finalization, the quicker I can move on. I know there are women that want to meet me so I need to get my head and heart clear in order to be someone that I know I can be and someone they'll want to be with.
what a difference in the past two weeks.. Life is actually getting to be fun again!!!  My future is bright!!