getting a little weird

I think I probably spend too much time alone. I was just at my parents' house with my brother

and as the day went along, my Dad and I were watching tv while my stepmother cut my brother's

hair outside on the patio. Two neighbors came by. I didn't know them before and I didn't know they

were neighbors. They were so bright eyed and bushy tailed, open and talkative it kind of put me in a weird way.

I didn't know how to relate. I think I spend too much time alone - and online (which seems to warp my perspective as well I've been noticing.)

I wish I could have rejoiced in socializing like these ladies did. But I just got kind of weird, monosyllabic and quiet.

Ok well, I'll take note and file that. Maybe I should tell my Dad.