Germs
I feel I picked up some of Hoops' 'stress germs'. I had an exam last night that felt rather difficult, and I'm now working on another presentation for my Skills class with two other classmates. I had to collect all my thoughts on Gestalt therapy and put them into a short paper, wait for feedback, make revisions, and meet again Friday. Also I'm waiting for an ex-boss to send me a recommendation to attach to my application as a graduate assistant. Money will be a problem eventually. So as Hoops asked: "what's the deal?" The deal is I'm off again into the future, listening to the voice of fear, etc. Good time to practice my lessons. I am in no danger at the moment, here at my computer. No one is shooting at me, there is no pack of wild dogs attacking me, the house isn't on fire, yaddah, yaddah, yaddah...I'm okay. Safe even. So how is life? Unfolding. The action I am taking is in learning, understanding, and applying what I'm learning in order to get better at it. It works for me! Back to studying...right after I take my nap.
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