Geo at the doctor
I slept in until noon and then went to the doctor with Geo. He's finally under 500 pounds (he has lost 90 pounds since he started the process of getting the gastric sleeve) He is supposed to see the doctor in 2 months and hopefully be in the low 400's by then.
As for me, I haven't slept well and keep on having nightmares. I tortures myself today... I watched some scary videos and have plenty of nightmare fodder. Then I went to KFC and got some greasy chicken. I keep sabotaging myself and gaining weight. I think I'm an addict and I need to quit or hit rock bottom. I can't believe that I've been steadily gaining for the past year. I need to turn around and start being serious about my weight.
As for me, I haven't slept well and keep on having nightmares. I tortures myself today... I watched some scary videos and have plenty of nightmare fodder. Then I went to KFC and got some greasy chicken. I keep sabotaging myself and gaining weight. I think I'm an addict and I need to quit or hit rock bottom. I can't believe that I've been steadily gaining for the past year. I need to turn around and start being serious about my weight.
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Oh Rissa you had such great plans to lose weight with Geo. What happened?
that is great news about geo, I know you are happyabout it, you had such concerns. as for you, do you ink it is some kind of weird reaction to geo being about lose and his ablity to still ea a lot and lose weight? our minds play funny s on us and I am so sorryfor whatever the real reason is. are you up to waking again tha was always good for you. write down all feelings you are having about yor life, maybe something will stick out that cod b the reason w all eat/ not eat for some reason. hugssss
Sorry you\'re going through a slump in your weight loss efforts. Glad that Geo is making progress. You will turn things around for yourself because you can and you deserve it. Planned meals, good foods, etc. You can do this. It brings satisfaction to have a plan and a food strategy. I\'m using the \"myfitnesspal\" to help me see where I\'m at with calories through the day. I either have the available calories or don\'t. Saying no to foods is not saying no to ourselves, it\'s saying no to sabotaging our efforts. At least I find it helpful to see it that way.
Sorry you \'ve been gaining weight. It\'s nice Geo is doing well. Is helping Geo causing to ignore yourself? I hope you can back on track
congratulations to geo for the HUGE WEIGHT LOSS wow!
best of luck becoming vegan and anti fast food and never eating anything white again. that will do it. lots of water and healthy eating! good luck larissa! is your real name diane? xxoo
yes, Diane is my real name. We are going to make a shopping list and plan our meals so we get the most out of everything.