Gaaaah!

I am feeling so bad about what happened. I have never slapped my sister before. I didn't want to slap my sister, today. It was a very light slap only the tips of my fingers brushed her check and lip, not very hard at all. It was an accident, but I can't deny that it happened, or was a slap. as light as it was. It wans't something I planned, decided to do, or wanted to do, it just happened because I moved my hand too close to her when I was trying to clean her teeth, and moved my arm too quickly to reach to shush her when she was cursing while I was tyring to clean her face. I nkow it looked bad but I don't know how to expalin it without soudnign like I am making escuses. I have never slapped her before, but she si in no state to be able to tell them this if asked. Idont know maybe she is. Seh comes and goes mentally. I can only hope that she if asked tells them that I have never slapped her before, and that is must have been an accident. I have no idea how this is going to go, what is going to hapen but I am getting eaten up inside over it.