FUCKING FINISHED

what the fuck. i finally wrote a journal and it didn't appear. i get more pissed off as the day goes on. luckily its 830 at night and i have two beers. 
what i said was along the lines of....FUCK THIS MOTHER COCK SUCKING BULLSHIT. last tursday weighed 97.5 at jills. goal was to get to 100 by this upcoming monday. so 2.5 pounds in 14 days. same day i weighed myself on the scale in the gym so i could have a comparison point since jill is out of town this week and i need to keep checking to see if im on goal.  so that day it was 98 on this scale. monday it was 99. okay fine. today it was 101. WHAT FUCK. Thats 3 pounds up from what i weighed on the scale last friday. 3 pounds up from monday. i thought this was a gradual increasae. now i'm giong to become a huge mother fucking obese whale. I am even more angry, upset, and fucking PISSED TO HIGH FUCKING HELL.
FUc k this all.the deal is off. I passed the goal. Dumping the boost. fuck this bullshit. i quit.