Frustrationx100

So I'm just so tired of having to feel constantly in a panic! I HAVE been improving and can actually go out and have fun sometimes and distract myself for a certain period of time but then all of a sudden i either get a horrible mood swing, cry from frustration or just get a panic attack. Some days are better than others and I'm thankful for that but theres never a full good day! Going thru 2 different medications already is frustrating in itself. I tried lexapro and celexa and got horrible reactions from both! sweating, shaking, majorr panic, horrible dizziness, just freaking out! So now the doc wants to try me on prozac and I'm terrified to take it! I'm scared I'm gonna die or somethin. Probably sounds ridiculoud but what ISNT ridiculous that goes on in my head..not much. I just want all the irrational fears and obsessive negative thoughts to go away and i knoww the meds will help..IF ANY EVER DECIDE TO WORK! ugh. I'm just so scared...Well, I'm startiing the prozac tonight. Let's hope this works out