Frustration over tests

Well, now the lab refuses to draw my blood.  They wanted the order clarified but the doc told them to call Kenner docs.  I just will never get these tests done that I should be having done at least twice a year.  I'm wanting to make appt with Kenner docs but want to wait till Misty is out of school in May.  I asked my doc to order the octreoscan and he didn't.  I guess he forgot.  Anyway, maybe I'll just go to New Orleans and have the tests done there.  I mean it will only cost me a night in a hotel which might be fun for a change anyway.  I am just too frustrated over all of this.
It is so much easier to sit and do nothing like I've been doing since 2006.  Maybe I should just continue and let the chips go where they fall.  It's not like seeing these docs will give me more quality time.  I hurt everyday and am still so depressed over my life.  Yes, quality time is not in the horizon for me.........