Frustrated

So José asked me today for the first time since my accident to take one of his machines in for repair. Thank God Anna was home to help take it otherwise I wouldn't have been able to carry it. I used to take machines for repair all the time or take his truck and pick up material every time he needed me to but I haven't been able to do so since my accident. The only machines I can lift now are the small weedeaters. I miss being out and about running his errands talking to people,  sometimes even helping with the flower beds at customers houses. I never thought I would miss it so much but I do. I think this is one of the main reasons he does not want to expand because he knows he can no longer rely on me to help out like I used to do. Most of his customers would see me before taking him stuff or picking up stuff and then I would stay sometimes and talk to them so that José could work without getting interrupted by them. Since most of them are elder people they love to talk so I would be the distraction.