So José asked me today for the first time since my accident to take one of his machines in for repair. Thank God Anna was home to help take it otherwise I wouldn't have been able to carry it. I used to take machines for repair all the time or take his truck and pick up material every time he needed me to but I haven't been able to do so since my accident. The only machines I can lift now are the small weedeaters. I miss being out and about running his errands talking to people,  sometimes even helping with the flower beds at customers houses. I never thought I would miss it so much but I do. I think this is one of the main reasons he does not want to expand because he knows he can no longer rely on me to help out like I used to do. Most of his customers would see me before taking him stuff or picking up stuff and then I would stay sometimes and talk to them so that José could work without getting interrupted by them. Since most of them are elder people they love to talk so I would be the distraction.