fri nov 26.2010 pizza pizza why?

ok, well my voice is gone. it got a little better for a while. but now not. feel so bad, i didnt feel up to going out, so i ordered a med pizza. i cant beleive i did that. i cant afford pizza. im soooo poor, and we got till next wed before i have anything. everyone in my fmily is flat brode, and i order pizza. i cant beleive. i had such a had time just getting th order in. i have no voice. i sound like a prank caller or a old pervert on the phone because i have to whisper. it was not easy. ive NEVER lost my voice before. i dont know why i did but i did. good thing i dont need it for the computr. of course i would loose it when son is gone. im sure he would love it if i couldnt bitch, which is all i do he just makes me sooo mad. of course no maintenence today. they will wait till this place is the worse mess you ever saw, then they will come. i just know it. tired of being shackled here waiting, but what can i do. just made some coffe pioneer style again. coffee pot very broke. sucks. what else,                     who knows. well, at leaste i wont hurt peoples ears when i talk to them. i have a can of coke in frecge from yesterday. might as well realy go all out if im going to eat bad. maybe ill have an apple. hope the pizza doesnt hurt to eat. if it does, ill just work threw the pain as ussuall. ok, moore later.......