Freezing up

my therapist is out of town for ten days and I find that I really have become dependent on her. DS is a nice place to type out stuff but ‘in person’ face to face conversation is a really crucial part of a healthy happy life. I find myself feeling like I am having mental decline as I try and manage ‘my stuff’ while being on my own. I feel kind of concerned that I am starting to decline mentally. New awareness or just old hat revealed.. I feel gray and like I am turning into cement. I am lonely but think I have to find some inner resources to just carry myself through this. Sending peace and good kharma out there.