Oh God. And you have been so there for me! I am so sorry. I never even thought to ask about you. How self centered I am to not be able to come out of myself enough to think about someone who has shown such compassion for my own problems.
What is going on with you? Anything happen or is it more of the regular black crap we deal with? Like you have said to me, we can help each other pull out of this Hell by the grace of God. I do truly care about you and your problems. We have to get more of those baby steps put together for that foundation we can both stand on. Especially on days like today when we both need strong support. We both know we will have better days. Sometimes I think I put on sunglasses just in case a ray of sunshine tries to move in. Although I have allowed myself to be totally wrapped up in myself today - I want so much to be there for you. Of all people, you are the one that I know shares my pain and understands it. I understand yours too. You have been here with me like no one else. You are gifted at giving love. Give a bit to yourself for me today. Nothing could help me more than knowing you took some of the care you have given me and used it to help yourself. I do believe in God, and I don\'t believe our meeting when we did was an accident. He gave us a gift in each other.
Dont you dare even chastise yourself. Our pain consumes us, and we have to try and get out of it. While to others it may look like self centeredness, I know that it most definitely is not. As much as I care about others, sometimes I fail to exhibit it because I\'m hurting so badly. We can vent here and that\'s what you needed to do today. Believe me, I\'ll be venting sometime soon, and I have NO DOUBTS about you being a support for me. I never need an apology from someone that\'s fighting tooth and nail for their very life! I know that you\'re thinking about me dear, and in that I find comfort. Just be ready when I do get started! Child, I am dramatic and hysterical! LOL!
Sometimes I don\'t know what to do with me...............
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Oh God. And you have been so there for me! I am so sorry. I never even thought to ask about you. How self centered I am to not be able to come out of myself enough to think about someone who has shown such compassion for my own problems.
What is going on with you? Anything happen or is it more of the regular black crap we deal with? Like you have said to me, we can help each other pull out of this Hell by the grace of God. I do truly care about you and your problems. We have to get more of those baby steps put together for that foundation we can both stand on. Especially on days like today when we both need strong support. We both know we will have better days. Sometimes I think I put on sunglasses just in case a ray of sunshine tries to move in. Although I have allowed myself to be totally wrapped up in myself today - I want so much to be there for you. Of all people, you are the one that I know shares my pain and understands it. I understand yours too. You have been here with me like no one else. You are gifted at giving love. Give a bit to yourself for me today. Nothing could help me more than knowing you took some of the care you have given me and used it to help yourself. I do believe in God, and I don\'t believe our meeting when we did was an accident. He gave us a gift in each other.
Hi girl,
Dont you dare even chastise yourself. Our pain consumes us, and we have to try and get out of it. While to others it may look like self centeredness, I know that it most definitely is not. As much as I care about others, sometimes I fail to exhibit it because I\'m hurting so badly. We can vent here and that\'s what you needed to do today. Believe me, I\'ll be venting sometime soon, and I have NO DOUBTS about you being a support for me. I never need an apology from someone that\'s fighting tooth and nail for their very life! I know that you\'re thinking about me dear, and in that I find comfort. Just be ready when I do get started! Child, I am dramatic and hysterical! LOL!
Sometimes I don\'t know what to do with me...............
I know what to do with you - give you a HUGE hug for being you! Thank you again for being here today. Today is almost over and you got me through it.
It\'s gotta get better, right?
I am going to give you both a great big hug. God never make mistakes, so this was no accident. I hope that you all have a very very Merry Christmas.