Four days to go
Actually less than 4 days to go - memorial service for my lovely Suzanne on Saturday morning and then scattering of ashes at sunset at the ocean.
OMG I'm freaking out!!! What made me think I could do this? My big sister (and other family members) have everything under control. All I have to do is show up and...well...speak to 150 people!!
What was I thinking?
I'm also trying to finish a photo/video slide show thing but I can't focus. Please God don't let me F this up!
Whyyyyyyyyyy is she not here?
OMG I'm freaking out!!! What made me think I could do this? My big sister (and other family members) have everything under control. All I have to do is show up and...well...speak to 150 people!!
What was I thinking?
I'm also trying to finish a photo/video slide show thing but I can't focus. Please God don't let me F this up!
Whyyyyyyyyyy is she not here?
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There is no way you can F this up. You are putting all you love and consideration into it, that is all that can be expected. I think sometimes we set our own expectations to high. Take a deep breath and take your time I\'m sure it will be beautifull.
Hugs, Sandi
Sandi Sandi Sandi - thank you so much for those words. Suzanne would always tell me that I was over thinking, well, everything :) and now you\'ve slapped me into a sane perspective. Which apparently I need every so often.
Peace, love, hugs, thanks
You will do your best and that is all you can do. Remember to breathe and take things slow. You will make your Suzanne proud of you, she will be there watching over you I am sure of that. Peace and Love to you
Laurie