found a job

I found a job thanks to my old bosses good reference. I start on monday. I am so scared I'm freaking out with panic attacks. I hope I can servive this. I just do not want have a panic attack at the job or switch into someone else! My boss seems nice and the atmosphere seems calm. Those are good things. I just do not understand how our gov. expects us to go from suicidle to working. It makes no sense! I fall asleep tnight around 9:00 then I wake up scared an hour or so latter and have problems sleeping! Got way too much on my mind!