Forget everyone, cause you too will be forgoten as well, well soon anyway

i am tired of this pain, i really am, there seems no more reason for me to live here anymore, my time is coming soon and i hope the ones i leave behind will forgive me and if they don't then, well its not that i don't care, but don't know how to put it otherwise, i tried living the best life for me, it turned out wrong, i am just done plain and simply done with this, i cant wait for My Final Resolution. I just am waiting for death to come for me, this is what i pray for all the time cause at least down the line it will happen even if i fail at suicide again, praying for anything else never happens, so fuck it, time to sleep for a long time, i am sorry everyone that has tried to help me, but there is no help at all. not for me

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I hate when you talk like this. It\'s not fair to be so hard on yourself. I don\'t want you to succeed or fail at suicide because I don\'t want there to be an attempt at all. Everyone dies. But it\'s how you live that matters. Try living...
dumbidiot
dumbidiot

i have tried living and its useless to live like i am living right now