Food.... fuel right?
Well.... I figured out a couple things.
1. I eat when I am tired....
This ones been in my head for awhile, but I was apparently not ready to openly admit it... It is now time.
2. I eat when I don't feel well....
I think its a comfort thing. Maybe from childhood....
Now that I know these things, have shared them with the world (ok, my DS folks) It is time to learn from them :)
On another note... yesterday I saw a picture my instructor took of my project group. UGGGH! Jeeze, I am sooo much fatter than last summer! And last summer I felt fat! Its all so relative... As much as I didn't like being the size I was last summer.... what I wouldn't give to go back to that size now! but I am doing all I can... surgery is around the corner... and I am just going to think of it as what it is. The last summer I will EVER BE FAT!!
Now the next thing on my list... My hair! My hair is already so friggin thin I look like I'm going bald!! And its gonna get so much worse after surgery and I am worried about it. I know there is nothing more I can do... and it is what it is, but that does not mean I am not freaking out! :) :) I really don't want to be bald on top! I know... Ya'll will say it won't happen, but you don't know how thin my hair is NOW and its going to get WORSE!
1. I eat when I am tired....
This ones been in my head for awhile, but I was apparently not ready to openly admit it... It is now time.
2. I eat when I don't feel well....
I think its a comfort thing. Maybe from childhood....
Now that I know these things, have shared them with the world (ok, my DS folks) It is time to learn from them :)
On another note... yesterday I saw a picture my instructor took of my project group. UGGGH! Jeeze, I am sooo much fatter than last summer! And last summer I felt fat! Its all so relative... As much as I didn't like being the size I was last summer.... what I wouldn't give to go back to that size now! but I am doing all I can... surgery is around the corner... and I am just going to think of it as what it is. The last summer I will EVER BE FAT!!
Now the next thing on my list... My hair! My hair is already so friggin thin I look like I'm going bald!! And its gonna get so much worse after surgery and I am worried about it. I know there is nothing more I can do... and it is what it is, but that does not mean I am not freaking out! :) :) I really don't want to be bald on top! I know... Ya'll will say it won't happen, but you don't know how thin my hair is NOW and its going to get WORSE!
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