first day

This is the first full day of admitting I have an addiction of compulsive lying. Realizing now that a lie allows me to take an easy way out and avoid all responsibilities, I have to be honest and be a man of integrity. This will be hard work, and I am somewhat afraid. But if God is going to be my source, I will have to trust and rely on Him to give me courage and peace. I must do this for my God, myloved ones and especially for myself. If I ask for forgiveness, I can get back up.