finding my meditation(s)
i was at work today and I started to see that I had a habit of finding a kind of meditation to
carry me through the work.
I thought that I tend to find things when outside of work to carry me through my goals.
I don't know if this makes sense. I feel like I could express it more elaborately.
I am in the process of moving and after a long time of having a very small world and a very structured life...
I am starting to color outside the lines so to speak.. It passed through my mind while moving some of my things
to the new apartment was that I can see how people can join teams, clubs and church groups to effectively manage their
lives..it's part of managing survival. I don't know what the future holds in this respect for me..but I know it's time to discover and brave a new liberty - and step out into it - and make a go of it. I was given the local magazine that has lots of events in it. I will probably go to some of the events.
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i might make some art too. :)
Go for it!
yahooo!
Sounds good Mark!
No freakin' fair, Mark!!!!!!!! A week ago you were looking at the need to move and mentioned a few potentials. Now you're moving into a new apartment?!?!?!? How'd that happen?
The poetry was purtiful, though. . .
The intensive styles of meditation/prayer still haven't worked for me. The closest I have gotten is falling asleep. It makes for good sleep, but. . . My teachers have yet to approve.
My own most effective meditation/prayer is literally the stuff of life. It flows directly from the world around me at the speed of life. Coloring outside the lines? Which lines?
:)