finding my boogie

so much of my time it seems I struggle with seeing things as they are objectively for 'people'

and then also seeing things in terms of what I like. It's like I am trying to see the 

two worlds combine - to find the approval or appropriate path for my life...

In truth though, I think I need to find what I like - and then validate that...why have

I felt so ill at ease with my choices? Invalid? Don't know. But I think I do know that

in questioning this - and finding my own solution (s) - might help me also better respect other

people's choices? I don't know... I think that's maybe too facile a conculsion but I do need

to start believing in my own path. I think slowly my relationship with DS.org has been about

me pulling myself out of the mental mud. It's another day. I go to Yoga soon. I look forward to that.