finding goals and meaning

I woke up today and did my normal routine of things to take care of myself and the day.

I then was sitting here at the house, kind of stuck in worry about "What to do next."

Sometimes it's like I get stuck in knowing what I can do, rather than breach the barrier of doing something of the unknown.

I furrowed my brow and decided "I am going to go out there and do something, like take a photo, of something no one else will look at."

It gave me a motivation to go out there.. :)

From within the house - I went outside for a walk, into the world of unknown meaning - and it's my job - to 'knit what I find' into what it means for myself - 

I just came a walk - and I want to go out again. I feel motivated to move out there into the unknown 'to discovery.'