Finding
I’m finding the strength to avert mini crisis and from letting my obsessive compulsive nature from fixating on them, unconsciously, building the stress up and to send me down a rabbit hole.
I’m realizing that we all have small moments of discord each day, new little fires to be put out and we kind of have to roll with it and choose happy, lest the joy right in front of us is missed and our lives wasted (time wasted.) keep living life!
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i theorate that the strength is always with us. the snafu's are in accessing that strength.
so or no. . .
ye sound like a dude in danger of balance.
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhm. . .
sorry to complain - just came from the morning meal - during which religious articles are read every day while we eat in silence.
I was having a good time prior during service - keeping in mind that we're maintaining the boss's (the abbess) standard
while she is away in Los Angeles along with her assistants. The sister during the reading today got so intense - as also was the text she was reading -
I was hoping for some ability to separate and give myself some space from it - like being a menu Christian - but instead I feel pierced by this sister's voice.
Maybe she was having an inspiration from not being under the inspection of the three folks in charge - call it religious zeal??
Whatever - I think that helps me relax a bit from the pain - I do know we have a standard to keep up -
her enthusiasm for a taste of freedom or perhaps in maintaining a standard may have been her m.o.
I go to work at 1215! first day back- !!
peace and happiness for your Wednesday!!
Here's to reaching for balance in the midst of that challenging gathering. You did wonderful in keeping your focus current and self care first!
Thanks Arfie and Mid!!
I hope that you had a good first day back Mark
It's great that you're developing good coping skills with regards to anxiety sweetie ..xo
Thanks Janet!