Finally feel great again. Drove even tonight. Sat Dec19, 2015 11 p.m.

Well, i finally got out and drove my car. Feel so much better, still need to clean my room. Going to finally get my repunsil hair cut this week before x mas and get my eyebrow's waxed, so bushie, don't like that look for me, i don't care what's in style. B.F. was going to come out tomorrow, but he is coming on Tues instead which is fine but i did not buy much food tonight and i made white rice, meant to make brown rice, bummer, oh well. Been eating way too much bread lately, not i have to start eating a balanced meal. It is cold here today, need to turn the heat down, now i'm hot in here. Can't believe it's so close to Christmas. Starting to get maybe in the mood. It's very hard when you are so debilitaitinly broke. God love my family, they are not materialistic and we don't fight like alot do. I love my family. Found a new group on here called The breakfast club, so i joined it. Eating my rice while i type, then i'm going to try and clean a little. Think i am getting used to my new med also at least a little. I will stay up late tonight just because. OK i think that's all i got for now. Maybe more later in the night/overnight. I FEEL GREAT.   Hug's