FINALLY...A NIGHT'S SLEEP!!
HI,EVERYBODY IN DS LAND. WELL, I FINALLY GOT SOME SLEEP LAST NIGHT...PRAISE THE LORD!! I HAD SEVEN NIGHTS WITHOUT SLEEP AND THE ONE NIGHT FROM HELL WITH THE 4 SEROQUEL (800MG)!! AND THAT WAS WITH 3 CLONAZAPAM, 2 EPIVAL, 1 ZOPICLONE AND 3 MELATONIN, I WAS SOOOOO....OUT OF IT. SCARED THE CRAP OUT OF ME. I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO OD ON THE STUFF. SO THE NEXT NIGHT I REFUSED TO TAKE THEM AND OF COURSE GOT NO SLEEP. I WAS TERRIFIED TO TAKE THEM. THEN LAST NIGHT (SATURDAY) I DECIDED I WOULD TAKE ONLY THREE SEROQUEL AND ONLY TWO CLONAZAPAM AS WELL AS NO ZOPICLONE OR MELATONIN. I SLEPT VERY WELL AND NO SCARY STUFF. I WAS STILL REALLY OUT OF IT WHEN I WOKE UP IN THE MORNING AND DRUG MY HINNIE AROUND FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS AND THEN FELT MORE ALERT. I GUESS I AM GOING TO HAVE TO DO THE SAME TONIGHT AS IT IS ALREADY PAST 11:00 AND I AM WIDE AWAKE!! WELL, YOU GOTTA DO, WHAT YOU GOTTA DO.
IT HAS NOT HELPED MY DEPRESSION THAT IT HAS RAINED EVERYDAY SINCE JUNE 1ST. WHAT A DOWNER!! TODAY I EVEN WORKED IN THE RAIN JUST TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE AND DO SOME YARD WORK. I ALSO SPENT QUITE A BIT OF TIME PUTTERING IN MY GARDENING SHED. I WAS ORGANIZING, SORTING AND CHUCKING STUFF OUT. MICHAEL HAS REMOVED ALMOST ALL OF HIS STUFF SO I HAVE PLENTY OF ROOM TO FOOL WITH. I EVEN HAVE A SMALL LAWN CHAIR AND TABLE THAT I PUT ON THE DECK OF THE SHED. I TAKE MY COFFEE AND SMOKE BREAK THERE. IT WAS NICE AND WARM AND THE SOUND OF THE RAIN WAS VERY SOOTHING. I FELT BETTER GETTING SOMETHINGS ACCOMPLISHED.
SO HOPEFULLY I AM ON MY WAY BACK UP ( FINGERS CROSSED). ONLY TIME WILL TELL.
I AM HEADED FOR MONCTON TOMORROW TO HAVE MY EYELASH EXTENSIONS REFILLED. I DO THIS EVERY TWO TO THREE WEEKS. BOY, DO I LOVE THEM, NMO MASCARA FOR ME ANYMORE...YAHOO! MY GAL PAL IS COMING WITH ME SO WE WILL DO A LITTLE SHOPPING AND HAVE LUNCH SOMEWHERE.
WELL, I GUESS I WILL GO AND TAKE MY MEDS AND HOPEFULLY SLEEP LIKE A BABY.
BE WELL, DEBBIE
IT HAS NOT HELPED MY DEPRESSION THAT IT HAS RAINED EVERYDAY SINCE JUNE 1ST. WHAT A DOWNER!! TODAY I EVEN WORKED IN THE RAIN JUST TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE AND DO SOME YARD WORK. I ALSO SPENT QUITE A BIT OF TIME PUTTERING IN MY GARDENING SHED. I WAS ORGANIZING, SORTING AND CHUCKING STUFF OUT. MICHAEL HAS REMOVED ALMOST ALL OF HIS STUFF SO I HAVE PLENTY OF ROOM TO FOOL WITH. I EVEN HAVE A SMALL LAWN CHAIR AND TABLE THAT I PUT ON THE DECK OF THE SHED. I TAKE MY COFFEE AND SMOKE BREAK THERE. IT WAS NICE AND WARM AND THE SOUND OF THE RAIN WAS VERY SOOTHING. I FELT BETTER GETTING SOMETHINGS ACCOMPLISHED.
SO HOPEFULLY I AM ON MY WAY BACK UP ( FINGERS CROSSED). ONLY TIME WILL TELL.
I AM HEADED FOR MONCTON TOMORROW TO HAVE MY EYELASH EXTENSIONS REFILLED. I DO THIS EVERY TWO TO THREE WEEKS. BOY, DO I LOVE THEM, NMO MASCARA FOR ME ANYMORE...YAHOO! MY GAL PAL IS COMING WITH ME SO WE WILL DO A LITTLE SHOPPING AND HAVE LUNCH SOMEWHERE.
WELL, I GUESS I WILL GO AND TAKE MY MEDS AND HOPEFULLY SLEEP LIKE A BABY.
BE WELL, DEBBIE
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