Final Autopsy

The final autopsy finally came back. After 56 long days of waiting. We learned that blood clot in her lung was the cause of death. It hurts that there was nothing that could be done and was it slowly lurking and waiting. I thought getting the report would help but it feels like salt on the wound. It hurts that she went in to walk in clinic and they sent her home with some drugs. I dont think there is anyway they could of known but part me thinks maybe they missed it. I just keep replaying that weekend before she passed. She was not feeling good so she was resting. Drives me crazy that she had go so suddenly. She had been reborn after spending time in awful marriage. She was finally able be to herself and happy. She made me so happy and we had such plans for the future. Maybe someday Ill be able to understand why this had to happen. Just really hurts.