Finally

  Got my computer running again. It was a hard two days without it. I've come to use my computer as part of my recovery, and daily routine, and without it really made a big difference. Got by tho, and not too bad. Got my cable hooked up now so I can watch T.V. Only get three chanels right now. I need a converter for it. All these electronics can really be a pain in the ass. i like the old days when you just plugged it in, turned it on and only had about twelve chanels to worry about. Anyway some good always comes from problems. I have a flat screen monitor now. That is so cool. I've wanted one for a long time. Got it for free too. It will save a lot on the energy it uses too. Found out the computer I have too is a really good one that a lot of people want. You can do a lot with it to upgrade and have a great computer. There's this chip the guy was telling me about. You can really increase the memory and speed of your computer. It cost about forty bucks, but I'll wait a bit for that. Went to work for Bob last night. Man he is anoying. He always talks like he knows how to do things better. And he doesn't. I'm good at my work, and if he just shuts up and lets me do it, things would be fine, but he always thinks he has to tell you everything. His sister too, she's a nut too. She's the one that we were doing the work for. She in her seventies, but always nit picking at stupid small stuff. Last night she was saying I should use the sink downstairs to was in, as if I was going to stain her new sink. They are stainless steel, and I always work clean and clean after myself. anyways, they are the way they are. Took all I had to not tell them to go fuck themselves. Ritchie was so good working for. Just told you what he wanted and then left you alone. Paul called today. wanted me to do some landscaping. Only about an hours work, but I enjoyed it. Just trimming bushes and cleaning the yard. He says we can do some work tomorrow, so that's nice. I don't like sitting around too much. I grabbed the other vacume cleaner while I was there, but when I got it home I checked it and it needs a new belt. So now I have two great vacumes, but can't use either one until I get the parts they need. All this free stuff is great, but most of it needs a little minor work before I can use them. Didn't go to my step study tonight. I thought about it a lot, and I like what I did get from it, but I just don't care for Cory, and Lisa"s ways of recovery. I find I get anoyed when I'm around them. They seem to think that they are the only ones that have found the answer. They kind of talk down to everybody. Not to their face, but behind their backs. I don't like that. I don't like either the way they went about things with the C.A. meeting. They quit the group again after they had kinda taken it over and moved it. Just seems to me that if things aren't the way they want it, they just quit and leave. That's not the way to do things. Your their for recovery, not to change everything to your own way of thinking. Anyway, that that. I don't feel bad at all. I think they are deffinetly on a wrong path, and not the one I want.  So anyway, I'm feeling good now that the computer is back working. Everything else is going good too. Thank you Lord, for the good stuff, but also for the not so good stuff. I know we need both, and thank you.