felloff the wagon and run over by it!!

Yesterday was not that good of a day for food, b ut today was horrible. Yesterday, My son wanted blackberry pie. he bought 2 pie crusts so I made 2 pies. I ended up eating 2 pieces after not that bad of a food day. Then this morning I woke up and had pie for breakfast. Then I was just eating whatever I saw all day long. I had 3 eggo pull apart thingies (pastries), then left over spaghetti for lunch, cheese and crackers, a turkey sandwich, cranberry juice, then for dinner 3 grilled chicken tacos (maybe 4, I'm not sure) and finally 2 of these donut like things. To top it off, no exercise at all. I'm tired now and I'm not going to do any exercise now. I babysat my grandkids today and they cried the entire day! (they're teething) and they're spending the night. I just hope they sleep through the night. I promise myself I am not giving up. I will start back tomorrow. I'm just too tired to do anything else tonight. What makes me mad is that is that I didn't even make an effort to stop myself. I knew I would regret it(and I do), but I did it anyway.  I need to have a good talk to myself tonight! I am not giving up on me. I will not be upset when I weigh myself tomorrow and I"ve gained. Tomorrow is a new day. But tonight I just want to sleep.