Feelings of Ugh

As I type this I'm an hour removed from my last final of the semester.  I now have a two week break before I take my one summer course.
I should be at the very least relieved.  Instead, I'm trying to relax now only to find that I can't.  There's just too much that I want to have back.
I had more stress-outs than I figured I would have all year.
I had sleeping problems for long enough that I missed two class sessions because I couldn't stay awake.  And one of those misses definitely came back to bite me in the intro to law final I just took (not that the professor should be sympathetic because he should not be).
I couldn't get over my trust issues anywhere near enough to seek out all the help that I needed once my search for on-campus tutoring crashed out.  I mean, I did get some, but it wasn't nearly enough and I had to hope that the girl who did help me was in the chat room, which is nowhere near best.
And those are just the problems I feel like sharing.
I'm already worried about the fall right now.  So tonight there won't be a celebration.  It will feel more like mourning over what went wrong instead.