Feelings of temporary insanity...or...David goes crazy
I knew what I was signing up for when I started taking classes, but today especially, I feel like I am going nuts.
I've figured out -- for the most part -- that it's not going to benefit me to start working on the pharmacy certification training while my course in legal ethics is taking place. But it is now very obvious to me that the first order of business after the class is over is to work on the ceritification training...and knowing how I study, which is often haphazard because I tend to read slowly, that effectively means that the enforced break is really going to be no break at all.
I must enjoy putting myself into these friggin...friggin...friggin messes. There can't possibly be any other logic for it. Even with the tricks I picked up from a different site that I no longer frequent (using the review questions, chapter learning objectives, or similar to use as a basis for notes), it still feels like an awfully big mess.
I've set up my courses for the fall so I can take classes in the afternoon (mostly) and try to work a couple of hours in the morning, but still...I must be absolutely crazy to be doing this. (biddity-biddity-biddity) I mean, eventually I guess I'll learn to handle pressure which is one of the no-longer-hidden reasons why I'm going through all this, but it just feels like it's all truly...
(cuckoo...cuckoo...cuckoo...cuckoo)
Now that I've had my moment of insanity: On a more serious note, I really do wonder what the price I'm probably going to have to pay for this is going to be. I'm so bad at taking time for me in ways that will do me any good that the end goal does seem...
...unjustified at times.
I've figured out -- for the most part -- that it's not going to benefit me to start working on the pharmacy certification training while my course in legal ethics is taking place. But it is now very obvious to me that the first order of business after the class is over is to work on the ceritification training...and knowing how I study, which is often haphazard because I tend to read slowly, that effectively means that the enforced break is really going to be no break at all.
I must enjoy putting myself into these friggin...friggin...friggin messes. There can't possibly be any other logic for it. Even with the tricks I picked up from a different site that I no longer frequent (using the review questions, chapter learning objectives, or similar to use as a basis for notes), it still feels like an awfully big mess.
I've set up my courses for the fall so I can take classes in the afternoon (mostly) and try to work a couple of hours in the morning, but still...I must be absolutely crazy to be doing this. (biddity-biddity-biddity) I mean, eventually I guess I'll learn to handle pressure which is one of the no-longer-hidden reasons why I'm going through all this, but it just feels like it's all truly...
(cuckoo...cuckoo...cuckoo...cuckoo)
Now that I've had my moment of insanity: On a more serious note, I really do wonder what the price I'm probably going to have to pay for this is going to be. I'm so bad at taking time for me in ways that will do me any good that the end goal does seem...
...unjustified at times.
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