feelings may not be facts but they can influence you to do stuff

I am remembering this meme, where this anthropomorphized black

cloud of life's harshness hovered over a man - and the man

looked beleaguered and questioning. Then he started to 'make art with it'

and the black cloud said "hey!! what are you doing with what I am serving up!!?? no fair!!"

I wish I could find it again and post it here.

Things in general are good I can't complain. Just started to approach the idea

that feelings are not facts from my own vantage/perspective. I sincerely feeling

lonely - but it's up to me to decide what to do with those feelings....eh? am I right!?? :) heh

I am also looking forward to getting back to work. It just is very very important to have

that kind of pressure and remunerative activity. It'll express out of me the whole

emotional high tides that I have as well as bring in some greatly needed resources

to develop a savings as well as live my life with less vulnerability.