Feelings

I am feeling a little bit down as I just returned home from a cruise with my girls.  I don't have anyone to share my experience with. I lost my husband on June 30, 2014. He was 55 and died of a heartattack right in front of me. Our last child had just graduated from high school and we were going to start traveling and become a better couple by reliving our first years of marriage. Now I am alone with only my children to communicate with. Anyone else experience something like this?