Feelings

I had an emotional break down on monday for aomw reason I really just needed to call my ex I wanted to hear his voice all the emotions was running on ten at the same time my head knows I'm single but sometimes the heart just is not trying to hear it but I had control over me and I didn't call him at all I did however cry half the night but I would take crying over calling anyday because if I call he would talk .that's the thing so I'm proud of myself