Feeling trampled

A day of triggers and poor health. I woke up today feeling like I hadn't slept, bad headache and mad about an ongoing family issue. The day just kept going downhill from there. My relationship with my cousin-support group has been on shaky ground for a few months and blew up today because of my triggers. Still trying to figure out how I could have done better. I guess walking to long on a tight rope trying to keep everyone happy but me was bound to fail. But there is no way to confront an issue and still keep everybody smiling. Add to that a serious number of computer/device issues I'm trying alone to fix at my house. Then a call from my daughter that she and her boyfriend have covid, so my headache and nause I woke up with is probably going to be covid. I made an appt to go in for a test this evening. After waiting over half an hour, with only one person being called back to the testing room, I left. So my covid test has been put off till tomorrow. I get home for some soup and plans for bed, then I get a call from another cousin chewing me out. So now, I'm laying in bed and planning to get another support group together tomorrow with a group of old school friends and some friends I met through them. I'm hoping that my test comes out negative, and I get these friends together in a chat group so we can all talk about issues in our lives without the others taking things personally. I'd really love being in a group where we can support each other and get other unbiased points of views. Here's to a less toxic support group. Wish me luck.