Feeling...so,so
I wish they had a face for the feeling " so, so". Yesterday and today that’s how I feel. I’m sad and teary one minute, sort of okay the next and angry the next. I I wish we had sure hope this roller coaster ride ends soon. I’m still angry with my self and ashamed that I felt anger towards my friend because she was not there when I needed her. I think part of the reason is that my hubby works very late these days and I miss the company. I’ll give her a call later. I am also going to cancel my tutoring session and I think I’ll stop because summer is here. I won’t get to see her as the weather today says only a 40% chance of showers and the temps are suppose to be 20 degrees Celsius, US friends, about 70. I need to spend this time in my garden. Make hay while the sun shines. The cupboards are suppose to arrive today, oh joy, but hubby will not be able to put them in until the weekend. I’ll be chomping at the bit!!! I’m not the most patient person in the world. I want something and I want it now!!!Well, gotta go have breaky and do an little housework before I go outside. Be well, my friends. Debbie
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I\'m sorry that you have to suffer so much, I wish I could help you in some way. Sometimes the hardest person to forgive is yourself, but those were honest feeling you were having & those are never wrong. That\'s where DS is so good, we say what\'s on our mind, honestly & anonymously. And having a place to say it is healing in itself sometimes.
Having the doors for your cupboards and having to wait to put them up?!! That\'s a hard one!!!!! Good luck with that one!! LOL
Have fun in the garden.
hugs, Cathy
we are on the same roller coaster ride .and god knows how much i hate these rides.. look on the bright side .you are going to finish your flowers and your doors are in and the weekend is almost here. i know what you are going through i am not a patient person either. i hope you can enjoy your flowers and being in the dirt. hugs my friend. love you ..marie