FEELING LIKE CRAP

WELL,THE WRAPPING IS ALMOST IN THE BAG...LOL OR BOX OR WRAPPED ETC.... I HAVE WRAPPED STEADY FOR THE LAST 2 DAYS AND I STILL HAVE A BUNCH TO DO. TODAY I AM HEADING OUT VERY EARLIER AND I AM FINISHING UP THE SHOPPING. MOSTLY I NEED STOCKING STUFFERS BUT I DO STILL NEED A FEW GIFTS. THEN OF COURSE I MUST CONTINUE THE WRAPPING. FINGERS CROSSED I WILL FINISH IT ALL TODAY OR AT THE LATEST TOMORROW EVENING.
WE ARE HEADING FOR COSTCO EARLY TOMORROW MORNING. I NEED A FEW CHRISTMAS ITEMS. I KNOW WHAT I WANT SO IT WILL BE AN IN AND OUT TRIP NO BROWSING ALLOWED!!
I HAVE BEEN REALLY DOWN THE LAST FOUR DAYS. I AM FEELING VERY UNCHRISTMAS LIKE!! SAD, TEARY ALL DAY, DEPRESSED, DON'T GIVE A HOOT IF CHRISTMAS COMES OR NOT. THIS IS SO...UNLIKE ME AS I LOVE CHRISTMAS BUT RIGHT NOW EVERYTHING IS A CHORE. I PRAY THIS FEELING PASSES QUICKLY AND I DON'T GET ANY WORSE. PERHAPS AS THINGS GET FINISHED I WILL HAVE THAT FEELING OF RELIEF. I AM PUTTING IT DOWN AS CHRISTMAS STRESS BECAUSE IT IS MUCH EASIER TO ACCEPT THAN THE FACT THAT I MIGHT BE HAVING A CYCLE STARTING!!
ANYWAY, BE WELL. DEBBIE