FEELING LIKE CRAP

WELL,THE WRAPPING IS ALMOST IN THE BAG...LOL OR BOX OR WRAPPED ETC.... I HAVE WRAPPED STEADY FOR THE LAST 2 DAYS AND I STILL HAVE A BUNCH TO DO. TODAY I AM HEADING OUT VERY EARLIER AND I AM FINISHING UP THE SHOPPING. MOSTLY I NEED STOCKING STUFFERS BUT I DO STILL NEED A FEW GIFTS. THEN OF COURSE I MUST CONTINUE THE WRAPPING. FINGERS CROSSED I WILL FINISH IT ALL TODAY OR AT THE LATEST TOMORROW EVENING.
WE ARE HEADING FOR COSTCO EARLY TOMORROW MORNING. I NEED A FEW CHRISTMAS ITEMS. I KNOW WHAT I WANT SO IT WILL BE AN IN AND OUT TRIP NO BROWSING ALLOWED!!
I HAVE BEEN REALLY DOWN THE LAST FOUR DAYS. I AM FEELING VERY UNCHRISTMAS LIKE!! SAD, TEARY ALL DAY, DEPRESSED, DON'T GIVE A HOOT IF CHRISTMAS COMES OR NOT. THIS IS SO...UNLIKE ME AS I LOVE CHRISTMAS BUT RIGHT NOW EVERYTHING IS A CHORE. I PRAY THIS FEELING PASSES QUICKLY AND I DON'T GET ANY WORSE. PERHAPS AS THINGS GET FINISHED I WILL HAVE THAT FEELING OF RELIEF. I AM PUTTING IT DOWN AS CHRISTMAS STRESS BECAUSE IT IS MUCH EASIER TO ACCEPT THAN THE FACT THAT I MIGHT BE HAVING A CYCLE STARTING!!
ANYWAY, BE WELL. DEBBIE

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I will pray that it is the stress because there is a lot of it this time of year. I have been getting by with 3-4 hours of sleep and I know it will catch me. Last night I was the Granny Nanny, got home at 5:30 do decided to stay up and get some baking going. House is still tore up from tileing the Beauty/laundry/entrance room. 2-3 day job 9 days ago, you know murphys law. It is getting finished today or else. Now you know you can not go to Costco with out dropping at $100.00 or $200.00 dollars, better put on your blinders. No cycleing for you I will not allow it. Dang your hug was all about me...GEEZ Naomi xo
GeorgiaW
GeorgiaW

I have not even started wrapping, there are still a couple of gifts do in the mail and I figure I\'ll wait til it\'s all right there and then attack in one big session and get it over with. That will take care of the non-food things. Since Christmas is only a week away I suppose I really should finish up that baking I started. Need to get it done and then if I ever get my van back I can just take a day and do the deliveries.

I\'ve been feeling so much more pain and some depression, well you know about THAT but I think a huge cause is how off the waggon I\'ve gone this winter with my foods and an increased sugar intake that is way out of the normal range for me. Once the holidays are over I\'m eliminating sugar from out diet and most of the animal protien and that should help both mood and pain. HUGS AND LOVES
GeorgiaW
GeorgiaW

I have not even started wrapping, there are still a couple of gifts do in the mail and I figure I\'ll wait til it\'s all right there and then attack in one big session and get it over with. That will take care of the non-food things. Since Christmas is only a week away I suppose I really should finish up that baking I started. Need to get it done and then if I ever get my van back I can just take a day and do the deliveries.

I\'ve been feeling so much more pain and some depression, well you know about THAT but I think a huge cause is how off the waggon I\'ve gone this winter with my foods and an increased sugar intake that is way out of the normal range for me. Once the holidays are over I\'m eliminating sugar from out diet and most of the animal protien and that should help both mood and pain. HUGS AND LOVES