Feeling Horrible

I am so frustrated...How can this be happening to me.
Why can't I just have intercourse and 9 months later bring forward a healthy son or daughter.
I feel like taken extreme measures like eating the same meal every day to ensure ,my body ...is not getting an imbalance because of my food .
 
I am frustrated and feel like crap..right now!
I am so emotional and so down ..right now!