FEELING DOWN

GUYS, I AM FEELING PRETTY CRAPPY RIGHT NOW. I AM DEPRESSED AND IT CAME OUT OF THE BLUE. OF COURSE, IT WAS MADE WORSE BY ME WEIGHING MYSELF YESTERDAY AFTER 9 FULL WEEKS OF DIETING AND SEEING RESULTS I WAS NOT HAPPY WITH. HUBBY HAS LOST 22 POUNDS AND I AM STILL STRUGGLING TO GET OFF TEN!!!!!!!!!
MY WEIGHT HAS ALWAYS BEEN AN ISSUE. IT GOES ON EASY BUT IT COMES OFF HARD. THE DAMN PILLS I TAKE SLOW MY METABOLISM TO ALMOST NOTHING. PLUS I AM GETTING OLDER. I GUESS I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO KEEP AT IT. HOWEVER, RIGHT NOW I COULD JUST SAY THE HELL WITH IT AN GO ON AN EATING BINGE!! BRING ON THE CHOCOLATE AND THE CHIPS!!! I KNOW THAT MANY PEOPLE MAY THINK I AM NUTS TO LET SUCH A SMALL THING GET ME SO...DOWN BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS!!
DEBBIE...DIETING AGAIN