Feeling Confused

I decided not to tell my family about my illness because it is hurting them. I will keep my problems to myself. I am so confused because now my therapist think I am bipolar and my pdoc said I have some features of borderline personality disorder. So I really don't know my diagnose. Then I found out that I had not been taking my medication right. I am suppose to take my medication with a meal. I just found this out today. My pdoc never told me. Maybe my medicine might work. I hope so. I will give it two weeks for the results. Right now therapy isn't working. I have been going to therapy for 2 years and it is not working at all. I can't afford to change therapy because I don't have any money or insurance. I don't know what to do with therapy. I'm paying for something that isn't working. I will have to tell my therapist that therapy isn't working for me.