feeling at a loss and feeling an urgency

Lately, I mean the last few days I have been feeling my limits. At least I think it is my limits. I just have been feeling a loss as to my personal strengths and power to feel somewhat powerful about my life. I feel like I have grown beyond the solutions that helped me heal and now I feel like I am transitioning. As a result, at least I think this is what is happening, I have been feeling an urgency today to create a solution, to see beyond the fold of things and to be proactive. To change things, change my life so that I can achieve some sense of well being, safety, control and betterment to things or just satisfaction or peace of mind.  I am not sure what the answer is, but I have been feeling like I no longer want to hide (which I feel is a bad habit) but I do want to find a solution. What's the answer here? I think I need to be patient and just work on the pragmatics, that's a start and that can yield results, initial ones at least....
 
Thanks for reading the randomness...
 
best,
 
MM