feeling appreciated or not

Earlier today i looked outside myself for love and support. Ultimately from the person I looked to,
I didn't feel appreciated. It is the new year so I may be extra sensitive.
I know though that I can learn from this. It has been a kind of moods filled day and thoughtful too.
I went from the idea of thinking in terms of moving onward despite not feeling loved or appreciated from a close relationship and I have found a personal strength and happiness that in fact.
I can see the reality that despite feeling appreciated or not - this is what we all must do. MOVE ON despite the bad dynamic.
The mood turn to aggression turned to a calming down and finding some peace. I realize that I am responsible for myself, my mood and how things go for me - so I can in a sense calm down a bit - amidst the semblance of some truths.
I want to be around people though and I want to love them. I think it's important to appreciate others.
Peace,
and thanks for reading! :) :)