Feeling Alone.

Today I was happy for a while and then I got sad. I felt weird when I was happy like I didn't know what to do. So, I just went back to the corner in my mind and just curl up and not come out. I skipped my classes today because I was too depressed to do anything today. I feel like I can never do anything right and I won't ever do anything right. I didn't do any homework or anything. I just drew a picture and just lied around all day. I wanted to cry but didn't cry all day. I never cry when I need to. I seem to always cry at the wrong times and stuff. I just feel like everything's just falling apart and ya know. I feel like every part of me is falling apart right now. I don't want to end myself or anything. But, I just wanna lie in bed and maybe starve to death. I don't know what to do a lot of times. Everywhere hurts right now and I just want to cry because I need to. I can't think of what to do right now. I have class in a few hours and I don't know if I will go today. I don't know what to do. My chest hurts a lot when I get depressed for a long time. I don't know what to do. I feel trapped and I can't think right now. I'm just going to go to bed I guess. :S