Feeling accomplishment again

Lately I have been making me a schedule to follow to keep me up and busy instead of laying around all day and just letting my house go to the shitter. I've been working hard to get it clean from 8 months of filfth. It's starting to look great. I forget how nice my home is (to me) when it's clean. I put my blood sweat and tears into every single room in this house. I painted it and decorated it. And then to just lay down for 8 months and let it get filthy is beyond me. That's what depression and being a hypochondriac does to you! I legit felt like I was dying, go figure. However, I do still believe that there is something really wrong with me