Feeling a little stressed
God, am I feeling stressed out right now. i want to do this Job in London, but it came so fast, and not really prepared for it. Supposed to go tonight, but everything is spinning in my head. Mostly about the money. If things work out, I can have a year round job and forget all ther bullshit of scrounging, like I do here. Only thing is the pay, and waiting 60 days for it. They said they will help me out, but I don`t know them. Thinbgs could go very well for me, so I said I would go tonight. Don`t have any place to stay, but I know I can get through that. Just starts everytyhing spinning in my head. So many, `What if`s.`Well the only way is to do it, so that`s what I`m doing. Feels like the old crazy side of me that just does whatever and not let things get in the road. I like that side, but I`m just not sure if this is the time for it. Oh well, guess this is where I get to use my faith in God. God please be with me, and keep me safe. Thank you.