feeling

Im overwhelmed by the darkness, the darkness is wanting to take form
My life is getting harder to take , if i could just let this out ,i wonder if i would be alright ,I get lost in my own reflection, i see thru myself i see , what hurts, whats confusing.Im barley holding on, its hurts when i breath my chest gets so heavy , everyday is a blear ,slow motion. I remember what its like to cut ,its been a long time, but i remember the feeling. putting on my fake smile has become a habit.Im NOT ALRIGHT>FINE