Feel great today

Feeling a million times better today. Cooked some good food last night, and got some into me. The place I was working at yesterday, someone was cooking chile all night, and man did it smell good. I came home and made a pot full and some rice. Even my cats are happy that I seem to be back from the dead. Jets running around talking her head off wanting me to play. Probably giving me shit to, which I deserve. Her, Jimmy and me were all on the floor playing. Jet really loves when we all do that. She gets this excited look about her. She`s really a sweet cat. I feel so good when she`s happy. Later I brushed both of them. They love that too. all three of us get on the floor and they lick each other while I take turns brushing each of them. Jet likes her belly brushed, but not Jimmy. I love when I know their happy. when I was down i felt so guilty that I just didn`t have the energy that they want. oh well, just got to keep trying. I`m going to the Dr`s tomorow. I still would like to get checked out. I am a little worried about my lungs, but they feel better today. Bought a milder brand of cigarettes, and it feels much better. I know that`s not the answer. I really should quit. Had a lot of shit in those lungs over the years. Surprised they`ve lasted this long. I really would hate to have something seriously wrong happen to them. Never worried much about it before, but I am getting older, and so are they. Seen Bob a little while ago. he had such a big smile when he seen me. He knows when i`m good, and when I`m bad, and he loves the good for sure. Surprising he`s put up with some of my stunts. They would really make for a hilarious movie, but the reality is that it`s not really funny. Anyway, off to start the day. Thank you so much Lord for this good feeling. It is a real blessing. Thank you for Jimmy. and Jet too. Please let me stay good. Thank you.