Family is everything.

Today's been a good day so far. Got a good workout in, feeling sore already but it feels good! Cleaned, gave my furrbaby a hair cut (which btw is not easy because he hates it lol) But I can't help but feel stressed and sad because my cousin is still in ICU, still sedated. Then to top it all off my agoraphobia keeps me from visiting him. His mom passed away 10 years ago from the same thing. That was one of the hardest times in my life and idk if I can go through this again. I pray every single day for his healing. He was making progress but as of recently he has not. Him and I are really close, he's more like a brother to me than a cousin, He's only 35 years old. His mom was 40 when she passed. All of this is not only stressful but like I said it's bringing up old memories and feelings and my depression is a lil high right now too. Trying my hardest to stay positive but today is a struggle.