familiar sting
I cut last night
first and foremost, i fucking caved, wrist, leg, arm. all carved to shit. and what good did it do me? im still depressed today.no one gives a shit. shoulda gone another few cm and finished the job. bfs going to kill me tomorrow.
im so lame, recently started watching Packed to the rafters from te begining, cause ive recently gotten into the later series.. and i didnt realise the drugs and stuff involved. it really through me and hit close to home, ive been on the edge so bad these few days. ice is featured and im reeally missing the feelings i used to have :(i dont ever wanna go back there... but times like now where im real alone... the drugs call, they speak, call me crazy but i hear the whispers.
anyways off to bed for me :/ before i do soemthign stupider
first and foremost, i fucking caved, wrist, leg, arm. all carved to shit. and what good did it do me? im still depressed today.no one gives a shit. shoulda gone another few cm and finished the job. bfs going to kill me tomorrow.
im so lame, recently started watching Packed to the rafters from te begining, cause ive recently gotten into the later series.. and i didnt realise the drugs and stuff involved. it really through me and hit close to home, ive been on the edge so bad these few days. ice is featured and im reeally missing the feelings i used to have :(i dont ever wanna go back there... but times like now where im real alone... the drugs call, they speak, call me crazy but i hear the whispers.
anyways off to bed for me :/ before i do soemthign stupider
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So, you seriously believe that no one gives a shit?.
I support you and know that you have power within you to beat this. I\'m here for you.
I support you and know that you have power within you to beat this. I\'m here for you.
im sorry ur feeling so crappy :( i definitely understand all that...but i kno that u r strong and that u can make it thru. best of luck!
after, yer sure corse ppl care... after the fact. trying hinting to them you need to talk. it doesnt get you far, and who wants to start every convo with. i feel like cutting, talk to me? i mean it gets old, people get bored when you dont fix yourself after 8 years.
thanks Breah :/ i hope so. :) just few weeks clean and i\'ll be happy.
Thank you smallgirl, i try :)
take care all
Your right, hinting doesnt get you far. You should know that you can just tell me that you need to vent about something by now. You know I\'d try to help no hessitation. Or ya should know that anyway. People (the good ones anyway) dont get bored of wanting to help.
then i havent found many good ones. casue almost everyone ive asked for help has gotten bored of helping me.